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The Vigilant Sower

by Motuvius Rex

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asheville99 I love this -and it’s got mandolins !!and it has goth ;Kentucky and Appalachian goth !!!! I was so happy to see Motuvius Rex and meet them at Dark Castle fest .They have me sitting here looking at my own mandolin which has been sitting for a long time.This sound just gets better and better 🖤🖤🖤it’s new ,and somehow classic and heart felt with a kind of dark and rich soul dropped in!thank you for grabbing my soul with music
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Ariosto N Still one of my favorite musical projects of this era, really exiting sounds, for my taste, of course! Favorite track: Decay Is A Wonderful Smith.
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Burn me with indecision Scorn me with fear Spare me the innocence Pity Shame Self righteousness Scars are made with sharpest blades They cover me so elegant With the sharpest blades That life has made Put them to the veins of yesterday Hear me, oh lord of the stars For thee have I worshipped ever With stains And sorrows And scars Time enslaves the archon’s victim With hourglass and sun Binds me to this confusion Blinds me with its illusion When Saturn sways and pulls its weight The sands of time shall not delay And does this fate That I portray Nail me to the walls of yesterday Hear me, oh lord of the stars, For thee have I worshipped ever With stains And sorrows And scars To shift the ageless as time is hollow To scald the lips with every myth I swallow To taste the gods, through sheltered dream That who in time shall devour me
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Any outside life that still holds a part of me As the road comes hard for all that it cost Strap it up for the landing the weather goes darker into the divine Forever lost inside unsealing tomorrow’s fate Above the sadness of each dream we make Outside summoner, I’ll wait For the outside lane to soften the cross Any outside lane that helps to go farther beyond the decline Though it frequently drives a poverty of faith Above the sadness of each dream we make Whenever this drifting was thought about Wherever the drifting was fought In all of the things we forgot about Among the emptiness And the lost cause
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From the Queen’s lace Moss and limestone From the fur and the fang of the hollows From the creek banks Under bird song For the frogs that will sing into my bones From here In here From here into my art I wanna keep it there Ever my home I know to feel in every cell of my parts Under geode Broken fossil Every toad Garter snake Sleeping ‘possum Home in trees where the people don’t crowd me Let the Green River flood my heart Carved into the dirt in every grove Every cave Sewn into the land in every barn Every grave Torn into the linings of my mark Sworn unto the bleedings of my animal parts My art It’s from here into my art I wanna keep it there Ever I roam Absorb the smell in every cell of my parts In the sweet space Blood of my home Growing plant Solid rock Aging gravestone Home in trees where the people don’t crowd me Let the Green River flood my heart
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Shattered 04:06
Oh please stay This place has fallen apart Where there’s no peace to be found or recover The only way The only taste of delight that brings us closer to death and the end It’s on the way Between the start and the blight When all the curtains come down to discover No other way My will is bent to the fight and I don’t want to let go ‘til the end Because I just want to be your lover And I would love to be your friend Withholding face to the light Another glimpse of the night In my disgrace I belong To this dark, dead end Oh what a day Whatever’s left of my heart There’s nothing left to repair for another We couldn’t play We wouldn’t pick it apart when there’s no peace to be found in the end And come what may Our spirits shattered and tight To where the curtains pull back to discover We tried in vain We never wanted the fight but there’s no place we can go, in the end But I just want to be your lover And I’d still love to be your friend Withhold my face from the light Let’s give ourselves to the night In our defeat we belong To this dark, dead end So please stay This place has fallen apart Where there’s no peace to be found or recover The only way The only taste of delight that brings us closer to death and the end It’s on the way Between the start and the blight When all the curtains come down to discover No other way My will is bent to the fight and I don’t want to let go ‘til the end
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Eleven 33 07:14
Worn vermilion veil Folds softly drop in locks of cinnabar and Chinese red Marks of sindoor placed atop of her head For all original doubt Strikes crossly feed our monsters hold to give within or without They never knew what they were talking about To play in light Burn of incense, sage and safety verse With a mucked up sense of the infinite Warm mercurial lead Forms softly silver droplets borne unto the purity bed From the temple to mercurochrome red While heaven is bleeding out A rose upon the endless bleak to live within or without We never cared what they were talking about To play in light Burn of incense, sage and safety verse With a mucked up sense of the infinite
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Out of bumfuq There's so much only I could say A yokel nobody listens to a word From the bottom of a lake Where I would not stay You know nobody could ever make it work Swimming inside Of the meaning to find ourselves For the last time Before we all die Is it too much to ask That I sleep this off For the meantime In the mess of my life And since nobody holds one word When we pray We're only teasing ourselves From the inside And when our pain is hard transferred Will we pay For all the cruelty that we display As it's something I could never believe myself I couldn't buy it in any kind of way Yet there's something to the meaning of our inner self That only spiritual thoughts can convey In a lifetime to consider my mortal fears While watching animal friends slip away Is it too much to ask to relieve myself With any substance in any kind of way And since nobody holds one word When we pray We're only teasing ourselves From the inside And when our pain is hard transferred Will we pay For all the cruelty that we display In a lifetime to consider my mortal fears While watching animal friends slip away Is it too much to ask to relieve myself With any substance in any kind of way And since nobody holds one word When we pray We're only teasing ourselves From the inside And when our pain is hard transferred Will we pay For all the cruelty that we display
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Goatsucker 02:53
Gods must fade Evade the incense In something else with the corpse bird Forgetting the lark Why stay among the senseless When it sends, sends, sends, sends me to bark On pain Return to incense In sacrifice From the hurting where I’m trying to meet you Because I can’t let it go to my heart In the knowing that I’ll possibly eat you And yet I can’t let go again Is there something I could ever retreat to Because I can’t hold it here in the dark Then I try for something else Let it go, let it go let it end On pain Return to incense Forgetting of something else With the nightwing forsaking the lark As rain, obscures the sun bliss Inside unhappiness Let it go, let it go Let it end My chains Across the lost trip Of happiness Let it go Let it go Let it end From the hurting where I’m trying to meet you Because I can’t let it go to my heart In the knowing that I’ll possibly eat you And yet I can’t let go again Is there something I could ever retreat to Because I can’t hold it here in the dark Then I try for something else Let it go, let it go let it end
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Mere Breath 04:30
In shaping a purpose It Seems worthless trying to decide With every step is the reality There’s nothing there to find But something Pressure on the mind meat and liquid Try to get inside Inside The body gives in to dirt and sin With skin that dies how fragile am I No cleanser for this Infected with a strange virus Obsession leads me here to scrape And digs me in deeper than where I started My vision, there's no color Ambition pushed off to the side Out of place No reality I can’t identify and my life Pushes me inside constantly Irresponsible outside And in my face there’s no disgrace What’s left to hide how sorry am I Am I above this or just lost in process Frustration leads me here again Without a goddamned answer more than what I started with And I’m in my head again But if it takes a long time to come alive in your mind and do it over again Could be a pleasure to unravel all the struggles of your time With some new hope for a friend Because in time the worry the straining and the hurry Falls away to the side May not be easy but it’s over like the shrugging of a shoulder In the blink of an eye Then it’s over Glory hallelujah it’s over When it’s over Glory hallelujah goodbye Then it’s over Glory hallelujah it’s over When it’s over Glory hallelujah goodbye Goodbye
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about

It's been a long wait but The Vigilant Sower is finally here. While the songs themselves often come quickly, getting things recorded properly, organized and ready for post production, sent off to Ariosto (the only person on the planet patient enough to help tame my chaos) often takes longer than I wish it did. Much gratitude to Ariosto.
I am quite proud of this album. It holds much of me, my love for the land, fauna and flora of my birth. Both the sadness and the beauty of our mortal condition and the rituals to help get through to our goals, ephemeral as it all is, ultimately.
While the majority of this music is brand new, a couple of songs are reworkings of my past, as far back as thirty years. Both "Mere Breath" and "Of Sand And Saturn" were originally composed and lyrics written decades ago. Of Sand And Saturn was originally composed in 1992 and recorded in March of 1993. I am including the original recording as a bonus track (Digital only) so you may witness how time can change a song.
The same for Mere Breath but it was originally written in 1994 and never actually recorded properly. It just stayed in my head this long. The new version does, of course, have great changes from the much harsher and heavier original, as well as a proper title, additional lyrics and an end, which were not completed back then.
I am also including the B sides from the two previously released singles on the digital version as they do actually help document the entirety of these recording sessions that compile this album.
There are plans for physical media in the works but it may be a while. It takes a lot of money and even more time to get vinyl produced. The vinyl masters are finished, the printable jacket done, but the money and time are always overwhelming for artists at my level.
If you're of the financially secure audience and wish to donate to such causes, I would certainly be forever grateful. I don't expect anything like that of people by any means, it's just worth saying, I guess.
Much love and gratitude to you all and anyone that ever takes time to listen to my creations.
Thank you all, so much.

credits

released July 12, 2023

All music and lyrics composed, written and performed by Motuvius Rex.
Recorded at Art Sanctuary in Louisville, Kentucky USA
Mixed and mastered by Ariosto N. Uribe, Medellín, Colombia
Artwork and design by Carrie Foster, Louisville
Media production & distribution by InClub Records, Lima, Peru
BONUS TRACKS -
Of Sand And Saturn 93∴ originally recorded at Barrick Studios in March of 1993 in Glasgow, Kentucky. Remastered from a single track by Tyler Bahan in July 2023.
*Electronic effect intro/outro on Shattered (Full Gospel) by Tyler Bahan.

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